Sometimes the best thing to do is stare!
Sitting on the chair, a doting laptop and some songs that bring music to your ears. Making sense of what goes on and what renders you happiness, trying to be happy when nothing that you do reflects your name. Watching life go by, you think what is that makes you tick? Flashback brings you memories that suggest that you have lived life. Wanting to have that life, you struggle and work hard, but nothing comes out that eases the pain. You try to surrender, but its not easy giving up, as that is the thing that brings you some sense. Not waiting for a miracle, but trying to work hard to get what you deserve. Once in a while you just give up, coz you know that there is nothing more than you can do but stare in the blank space to see your fate!